WTF?

Lo siento... y nisiquiera debo por que no te conosco - no  hubo tiempo- simplemente el hecho de que el mundo no se despidiera de forma justa de ti me molesta... el dia corrio normal nublado y gris pero normal; los autos no se detuvieron en la avenida, el tiempo no se retraso ni un segundo... la vida siguio normal [ respiras.tragas. pestañeas.] 

TIC- TOC -TIC -TOC

Pero el tiempo suspendido en la mirada de desconcierto, la imposibilidad de hablar... no habia otra manera ?. a few month ago i gave up with the security that she will be just fine with or without me, the security that she was strong enough to deal with all the things on her own... but once again i seem to forgot the fact that she is only a child, just a kid.

How can a loving and merciful God do all this to one of his creatures, to his child?

Can someone please tell me the reason of  why all around her seem to fall apart everytime she find a little "peace"... IS NOT FAIR 

you will be the one to blame ... i swear if she dies  it will be your fault 

you my merciful God YOU'LL BE HER KILLER.

at  the end you're already killing her.